Desire courses through veins like lava
Fantasy races through the mind like galloping horses
Confusion echoes through the soul like a mouse in a maze
Painful pleasure
Mindful hell
How to stop emotions that run rampant
That have grown too strong to control
The mind screams to do what is right
The heart cries for what is needed
Surrounded by a field of thorn touched roses
Caged by truth
Imprisoned by honor
Tears of blood
Silent screams
Sighs of frustration
Mind looses control
Heart caught in an unbreakable trap
To want the untouchable
To need the unobtainable
Drives the soul to damnation
Of a most pleasurable pain
Enough to drive the strongest insane
Emotional shaking, trembling, breaking
Resolve searched for in desperation
Strength sought for in odd places
Being in love is a pain in the tush
I would want it only 1 other way
That I could find He who is mine
The One that is my other half
Not every time being one who belongs to another