I can not cry tho my pain runs deep
Tears burn dry eyes that wish to seep
As strong as I appear I am truly weak
My painful heartache is not small
The price that was paid was quite tall
As from me my own heart did fall
As I stand falsely strong and true
Knowing in my heart I've left so few
Treasures as beautiful as morning dew
Tormented and driven
I can only hope one day to be forgiven
My selfish deed true pain has given
My selfish deed you may ask
To refuse to watch the others pained mask
As I fear he's been put to task
I can not stand by and watch his hurt
His pain in my heart was burnt
My true to heart anger a major spurt
Life is changed never to be the same
I wish it could all be a game
But it is not and there is only true to heart to blame
I miss my Bestie
Written by LadyIce
9-22-10