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| Subject: "Confusion" Poem by CrystalKatt Sun Mar 08, 2009 7:03 pm | |
| I read the writings of the past They rip and tear me in half
I started off so strong and true But have reached an im-pass that makes me blue
What to do What to say
When did I loose my way? When did I become so much more weak?
I search and seek the answers still The hole in my soul will not fill
I look about with bleakness of mind To the way out, I am blind
I yearn to thrive and hope Instead I blindly stumble and grope
The Rage eats at me continually Shrinking my essence to the size of a flea
I scream and cry, shiver and quake From this nightmare I wish I would wake
Who am I? What am I?
The answers are so far out of reach To the Goddess I continually beseech
Set me free Send me strength
Give me hope Let me live again
Hide not the answers my Lady Send me what I need to go forward again
I've been knocked so far back I know not the way out of this hellish black
At times I stand strong and firm Determination gives others concern
Then I sink to a shriveled useless being My inner self haunted and screaming
My face I life from the Earth My eyes flit from normal to black fury
As I stare in to empty space The Rage fights to over take
Constant is this struggle I yearn to win I want my life to again begin
Take the hatred confusion and anger I can no longer take its constant batter
I hold my head in constant strain Trying to hold back those voices of the insane
Maybe that is what all this is about The un-stableness of the mindless shout
As again I stare to empty space The Rage has begun to over take
Do I even wish to fight it now? I no longer even know how | |
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